It’s hard not to miss the fellowship, the fun, the field – even the ducks! Yet we were reminded on the last day as we prepared to leave that, as we kiss goodbye to the Quinta for another year, it’s not the end. It’s the start. That was the warm up, now for the game.
Warm ups are important, you see. You can’t run straight into the action without giving it any thought. You need to be prepared. That’s why every football club in the country has a pre-season – they need to get ready. They need to have a game plan. They need a strategy. They need to know their team-mates. Otherwise the year ahead could well grind very quickly to a disappointing halt (insert Man Utd pun here).
And so it is with Christian Unions. Land in September bleary eyed and wondering what the plan is, and you can be 3-0 down before you’ve got your bearings. But get yourselves ready, work on a strategy for the year, dream big and pray bigger for your small group or CU and you can hit the ground running, ready for action.
That’s what Forum 2014 did for me – prepared me for the action. It wasn’t a conference for a conference’s sake (what use is a warm up if nothing comes afterwards?), but it got my eyes up to Jesus and out to my mates, out to the year ahead. And what a year it could be…
With the launch of Uncover John and the momentum from Uncover Luke, it seems to me that this could be perhaps the most exciting year in the history of Christian Unions. Within an hour and seven minutes of them becoming available, all 5,000 copies of Uncover John had gone. Gone! Gone into the hands of students who see the beauty of Christ, the lostness of their pals, and who with knees knocking, want to have a go at opening Scripture with their mates. This country could be changed this year, by Christian students giving it a go. Wow!
But there’s a truth that stings to say, and sobers even me, the keenest of conference attendees. And that’s that it’s all worthless if it stops here.
If we go on the pre-season tour but lose our focus, then it’s worthless. Completely pointless! If we all have fun in a field for a week but it goes no further, well, we might as well not have bothered.
So here’s the choice. For me and for you: Will we be CU leaders, small group leaders, individuals, Staff Workers and Relay Workers who live life for the warm-up, loving the buzz of a dark marquee and a fantastic Welsh preacher but who hide in the chaplaincy come Freshers Week? Without the grace of God, that’s what we’d do! We’d take this good news, and hog it all to ourselves! It’s certainly where my heart has gone since coming home – unlike our outgoing God, retreating is my instinct. And I’m very well trained in it.
Or will we be those who weakly, with knees knocking, not stirring ourselves up but looking to the Saviour, ask our God to so deeply burn on our hearts the things we heard, said and prayed at Forum that we might have a go? Step out? Text a mate, flick Uncover open, go for coffee and see what they think?
In a moment of clarity, by God’s grace, right now, I know which I’d prefer. But in 10 minutes my heart could be cold again! Who will deliver me from this body of death?
And so we simply MUST pray. Pray that he might change us more, loosen our apathy, deepen our convictions, melt our hearts, strengthen our spines, open our mouths and use us by his grace this year.
Thank you Lord for the warm up. Now Lord, use it.